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Lenten Daily Reflection 2021-03-05

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Matthew 21.33-40

“Listen to another parable. There was a landowner who planted a vineyard, put a fence around it, dug a wine press in it, and built a watchtower. Then he leased it to tenants and went to another country. When the harvest time had come, he sent his slaves to the tenants to collect his produce. But the tenants seized his slaves and beat one, killed another, and stoned another. Again he sent other slaves, more than the first; and they treated them in the same way. Finally he sent his son to them, saying, ‘They will respect my son.’ But when the tenants saw the son, they said to themselves, ‘This is the heir; come, let us kill him and get his inheritance.’ So they seized him, threw him out of the vineyard, and killed him. Now when the owner of the vineyard comes, what will he do to those tenants?”

Well, woof. Right? I read that and my initial thought was “Who do I identify with? I mean clearly it’s the tenants and who wants to do that?“ So I put it away... ish. I went on some walks with it. And somehow the watchtower image led me to “Dear Refuge of My Weary Soul” and I had a great wandering moment of worship that seemed somewhat avoidant and off topic for the assignment but was great for my soul. But I came back to it the night before I was supposed to turn in this little reflection and immediately thought “surely there’s another way to... nope... just nope”. And so then you know I put it away again and sent an email where I confessed that I had had some busy days and would be late. But here we are and the time has come to just. Do the thing.

“The harvest is plenty and the workers are few.” Hadn’t I done the thing... hadn’t I been faithful? And when God arrived or sent messengers I had surely listened? And the answer is sure. Mostly... in large matters.

I spent my twenties planting churches with my friends, read all the right books, believed all the right things, and honestly had beautiful and meaningful encounters with God that changed my life and changed the lives of those around me. I would never negate that. God moved so mightily in our midst. But I can now see the small moments where I missed Jesus... where I was too busy “tilling” the soil of the earth God gave me to see that God had sent the son. And these are probably moments where I needed Jesus the most. They were quiet moments where I needed to hear that nothing could separate from the love of God, not even the expectations of my brothers and sisters in Christ. Or really anything... and yes I’m aware that the tenants are a little more rough and tumble than that and yes it’s prophetic moment for the world about the coming violence Jesus will experience.

But frequently I can see the places where I ignore Jesus and in some ways that is its own violence. Where I don’t take the correction of receiving his love. A correction my life needs... and if this is a parable about God’s sending love and correction and the propensity to ignore/rebel/insert any word for what you do in the face of that, then this is where I land. It’s a helpful reminder —I guess— even if the parable gives me the “woof” feeling and I walk around for a week-plus avoiding it. It’s a helpful reminder to remember to pause and listen and see what God is actually trying to say. Maybe it is a “keep tilling” or maybe it’s a “put it down. And let’s take a walk.” Who knows?



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Lenten Daily Reflection 2020-03-10

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Mark 3:19 - 35

Then he went home; 20and the crowd came together again, so that they could not even eat. 21When his family heard it, they went out to restrain him, for people were saying, ‘He has gone out of his mind.’ 22And the scribes who came down from Jerusalem said, ‘He has Beelzebul, and by the ruler of the demons he casts out demons.’ 23And he called them to him, and spoke to them in parables, ‘How can Satan cast out Satan? 24If a kingdom is divided against itself, that kingdom cannot stand. 25And if a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. 26And if Satan has risen up against himself and is divided, he cannot stand, but his end has come. 27But no one can enter a strong man’s house and plunder his property without first tying up the strong man; then indeed the house can be plundered.

28 ‘Truly I tell you, people will be forgiven for their sins and whatever blasphemies they utter; 29but whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit can never have forgiveness, but is guilty of an eternal sin’— 30for they had said, ‘He has an unclean spirit.’

31 Then his mother and his brothers came; and standing outside, they sent to him and called him. 32A crowd was sitting around him; and they said to him, ‘Your mother and your brothers and sisters* are outside, asking for you.’ 33And he replied, ‘Who are my mother and my brothers?’34And looking at those who sat around him, he said, ‘Here are my mother and my brothers! 35Whoever does the will of God is my brother and sister and mother.’ 

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God is weird... like totally weird, right? The whole my ways are not your ways thing is not just for affect. And sometimes we’re sitting here going “wait what the heck was that?” And in our lack of understanding we could attribute the work of God to other stuff... in this passage it’s Satan, which Jesus says is a no-no, but we can by pass that for now. Cause that feels complicated and I feel like too many kids spent nights in their christian summer camp bunks worried how they’ve accidentally blasphemed the Holy Spirit. And I’m not into that so let’s just move last it. 

 We can all agree the world of God is weird and slow right?  It’s weird and slow. And by weird... I mean...  look at Jesus. Jesus does a lot of stuff that nobody understands. To be frank Jesus does stuff that I don’t understand. And more over like Jesus is always just landing the plane sideways. Like 2+2 doesn’t equal 4 with Jesus. 2+2 equals 2 million because Grace. And grace makes stuff weird. It makes it hard for us to understand because 2+2=4. 

And so when I read this passage, I like to think of it as an invitation to me. It’s an invitation for me to consider the world and humans not how I consider them, but how God considers them. The economy of Jesus where 2+2 does not equal four. And you don’t have to worry about why Jesus is doing the work that way because that’s just how he’s doing the work. And human hearts a tricky... I know mine is and maybe God just knows a things or two more about how those work. And so he came down as a dude who does weird math and tells you not to worry about it. And that’s okay. 



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