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Lenten Daily Reflection 2021-03-15

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Isaiah 65.17-21

For I am about to create new heavens and a new earth; the former things shall not be remembered or come to mind. But be glad and rejoice forever in what I am creating; for I am about to create Jerusalem as a joy, and its people as a delight. I will rejoice in Jerusalem, and delight in my people; no more shall the sound of weeping be heard in it, or the cry of distress. No more shall there be in it an infant that lives but a few days, or an old person who does not live out a lifetime; for one who dies at a hundred years will be considered a youth, and one who falls short of a hundred will be considered accursed. They shall build houses and inhabit them; they shall plant vineyards and eat their fruit.

This passage is so joyful, so full of hope, and yet it troubles me. God is making a promise – a New Jerusalem! – but in that promise lies the certainty of destruction. The old Jerusalem will be wiped away, from the earth and from our minds. For a phoenix to rise from the ashes, don’t you first have to have a fire? And indeed, in the verses previous to these God promises destruction and revenge. This passage is not a promise to heal, but to start over.

This desire to scrap the whole thing and start over carries a rueful kind of resonance for me, especially over the last year. 2020 left me few places to hide from my own inadequacies, and indeed afforded me further opportunities to develop new ones. More than once I’ve looked in the mirror and wondered if there wasn’t some kind of reset button I could hit, a return to factory settings. I feel this on a selfish, petty level for myself; I feel it on an overwhelmingly sorrowful level for the world. Even before the pandemic, hadn’t we already befouled the Old Jerusalem beyond saving? Did it not seem as though we were ever more passionate architects of our own destruction, hastening the moment when we’d be balled up and thrown in the trash?

But the passage here focuses on the joy of the fresh, clean sheet of paper, the return of God to the drawing board, having learned from His mistakes, or from ours. But a saying springs to mind: God don’t make no junk. Maybe that’s just a folksy way of saying “matter and energy can neither be created nor destroyed.” God exists in and through all things, and is ever experimenting, becoming new forms of His eternal, undimmable energy. Seen in this light, it becomes unnecessary to mourn the old Jerusalem, or to worry about it at all. The new will be built from the matter of the old, just as spring arrives through the mulch of last year’s grass, as we take up palms that will be next years ashes. Life, eternal, springing through new and ever more joyous forms.



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Lenten Daily Reflection 2020-04-08

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Mark 12:1-11

 

12Then he began to speak to them in parables. ‘A man planted a vineyard, put a fence around it, dug a pit for the wine press, and built a watch-tower; then he leased it to tenants and went to another country. 2When the season came, he sent a slave to the tenants to collect from them his share of the produce of the vineyard. 3But they seized him, and beat him, and sent him away empty-handed. 4And again he sent another slave to them; this one they beat over the head and insulted.5Then he sent another, and that one they killed. And so it was with many others; some they beat, and others they killed. 6He had still one other, a beloved son. Finally he sent him to them, saying, “They will respect my son.” 7But those tenants said to one another, “This is the heir; come, let us kill him, and the inheritance will be ours.” 8So they seized him, killed him, and threw him out of the vineyard. 9What then will the owner of the vineyard do? He will come and destroy the tenants and give the vineyard to others. 10Have you not read this scripture:
“The stone that the builders rejected
   has become the cornerstone;* 
11 this was the Lord’s doing,
   and it is amazing in our eyes”?’

 I have an embarrassing confession to make: I was halfway through writing my reflection when I realized that Jesus wasn’t siding with the tenants. I know this is absurd – call it quarantine-brain, where I am thicker, slower, and more forgetful than usual, and my usual is… not great. But I’m a tenant, and I automatically inserted myself into the story at the word I identified with most. And of course, I made myself the hero. Oops.
 
I am, of course, the tenant, but the tenant is not the protagonist. The tenant is a lazy cheat who hopes to get away with enjoying the fruits of the earth without giving back her fair share. That’s not how anyone likes to think of themselves, but in my case, it’s not inaccurate. 
 
I rent this body. I rent this time here on earth. I am reminded, in ways subtle and less so, that a renter can’t go through life taking up space and resources for free. But back to the message here: now that I know God is the vineyard owner, Jesus is the son, and poor shabby humanity is the tenants, the meaning is clear: get the message, or I’ll find some tenants who will. 
 
I don’t believe in storms sent as punishment or plagues sent to make a point. I don’t think COVID-19 is God’s judgement on earth. But like anything that makes a world wobble on its axis, whether it’s your own personal world or the whole planet, it does demand some stock-taking. The rent is due, and it’s not money, it’s things even more precious: patience, perseverance, kindness, courage, hard work, responsibility.



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Lenten Daily Reflection 2020-03-07

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1 Corinthians 4: 1 - 7

 

4 Think of us in this way, as servants of Christ and stewards of God’s mysteries.  Moreover, it is required of stewards that they should be found trustworthy. 3But with me it is a very small thing that I should be judged by you or by any human court. I do not even judge myself. 4I am not aware of anything against myself, but I am not thereby acquitted. It is the Lord who judges me. 5Therefore do not pronounce judgement before the time, before the Lord comes, who will bring to light the things now hidden in darkness and will disclose the purposes of the heart. Then each one will receive commendation from God.

I have applied all this to Apollos and myself for your benefit, brothers and sisters,* so that you may learn through us the meaning of the saying, ‘Nothing beyond what is written’, so that none of you will be puffed up in favour of one against another. 7For who sees anything different in you?*What do you have that you did not receive? And if you received it, why do you boast as if it were not a gift?
 
History is full of charismatic leaders. Not even the best ideas truly sell themselves – movements need heroes, men and women that embody the virtues of the ideology and possess the power of persuasion necessary to sway hearts and minds.  The singular hero provides the group with an essential focus for their emotions surrounding the group’s ideals – they allow the followers to fall in love.

It seems to me that when God came to us in the form of Jesus Christ, He took a gamble. Believing in the power of His message, He created for himself an earthly medium through which to announce it. He must have thought 33 years would be long enough – after all, a message so powerful, so good and true, surely we would get it the first time. But as anyone who’s ever tried to get a five-year-old to get their shoes on can tell you, you wouldn’t believe how many times you need to repeat a message before it finally sinks in. And with Christ crucified, the burden of the precious message fell to His followers to spread. Lesser vessels, but as when a parent leaves the teenager in charge of the younger children, there must have been a hope that the authority created by the message itself would be enough to overcome the flaws of its new stewards. But again, as anyone who’s ever left a teenager in charge of a five-year-old can tell you, sometimes you come home to find the entire house covered in Cool Whip.

Poor Paul is trying his best here to remind the Corinthians to keep their eyes and hearts on the message as it was handed down by God’s most perfect messenger. But ideas, even holy ones, are tricky – we’ve all played telephone, we know how easily messages are distorted even when there isn’t some smart-aleck who changes the words to something involving butts.  And here we are, two thousand years and billions of transfers between us and the original. The Church itself has taken on so many different forms, and we have fallen under the sway of countless messengers. The crucial thing that Paul is laying out here, a message I’m sure he hoped would reverberate throughout history, is this: Put not your faith in anything or anyone but the Word. Not in me nor in any other human messenger, but in the Word and the loving ideals contained in the Word. If there’s anything history has shown us, it’s to be wary of leaders that claim that they alone can save us – strongmen who ask that we put our trust in them personally. Even Jesus was frank about his role – he was a carrier medium, a transmitter. Beware the leader, Paul is saying, who claims to have all the answers. We were all given the answers already – keep your hearts on the prize and let God sort it out in good time.


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