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Lenten Daily Reflection 2021-03-02

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Matthew 23.1-12

Then Jesus said to the crowds and to his disciples, “The scribes and the Pharisees sit on Moses’ seat; therefore, do whatever they teach you and follow it; but do not do as they do, for they do not practice what they teach. They tie up heavy burdens, hard to bear, and lay them on the shoulders of others; but they themselves are unwilling to lift a finger to move them. They do all their deeds to be seen by others; for they make their phylacteries broad and their fringes long. They love to have the place of honor at banquets and the best seats in the synagogues, and to be greeted with respect in the marketplaces, and to have people call them rabbi. But you are not to be called rabbi, for you have one teacher, and you are all students. And call no one your father on earth, for you have one Father—the one in heaven. Nor are you to be called instructors, for you have one instructor, the Messiah. The greatest among you will be your servant. All who exalt themselves will be humbled, and all who humble themselves will be exalted.


Something new stuck with me in this reading that I never noticed before. "Jesus said...The scribes and the Pharisees sit on Moses’ seat; therefore, do whatever they teach you and follow it."

Jesus goes on to say that these Pharisees and scribes do not act as they teach, so do not act like them. However, considering how Jesus criticizes their behavior so verbosely, it is surprising to me that he does not tell his disciples to discount everything these scribes and Pharisees do AND say. It reads very much like the old adage, 'do as I say, not as I do.'

Why is it that Jesus instructs the disciples to do whatever these scribes and Pharisees teach them? The passage states it is because these scribes and Pharisees "sit on Moses's seat." I am not sure exactly what this means, but I assume it means something to the effect of they are following in the tradition of Moses's teachings. So part of it seems to be that the tradition and foundation of these scribes' and Pharisees' teachings in Moses is so solid that their teachings are derivatively good. However, these teachings must be inevitably difficult to follow if the teachers themselves are not doing so.

There is something else here that is speaking to me. Somewhere in this passage I receive the message that everyone has something to offer. Yes, these teachers are vain, they love titles, and positions, and power. However, they still have something to teach worth hearing. The instructions to follow these teachers' teachings reads to me as Jesus saying 'don't throw out the bath with the bathwater.' Despite these scribes and Pharisees acting in an ungodly way - and of course actions speak louder than words - their words still have value. They may act in very human ways, but Jesus tells us to still listen to them, to still do as they SAY to do.

I find this so interesting, and there is something godly in it. We are all human, and I know too often I get tied up in prestige, power, and the rat race (which often feels like a hamster wheel these days). However, that does not mean we do not hold some wisdom, that we do not have something to say that is worth listening to. And while certainly it is more important how we act, and that we strive to act in the ways Jesus asks us to, that does not necessarily mean we should always be silent. God speaks through us, even if our feet don't always move with the words.



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Lenten Daily Reflection 2020-03-04

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Lenten Reflection for Wednesday, March 4 
Ellie Berlyn 

1 Corinthians 2:1-13

2When I came to you, brothers and sisters,* I did not come proclaiming the mystery* of God to you in lofty words or wisdom. 2For I decided to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ, and him crucified. 3And I came to you in weakness and in fear and in much trembling. 4My speech and my proclamation were not with plausible words of wisdom,* but with a demonstration of the Spirit and of power, 5so that your faith might rest not on human wisdom but on the power of God.

Yet among the mature we do speak wisdom, though it is not a wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are doomed to perish. 7But we speak God’s wisdom, secret and hidden, which God decreed before the ages for our glory. 8None of the rulers of this age understood this; for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. 9But, as it is written,

‘What no eye has seen, nor ear heard,
   nor the human heart conceived,
what God has prepared for those who love him’— 

10these things God has revealed to us through the Spirit; for the Spirit searches everything, even the depths of God. 11For what human being knows what is truly human except the human spirit that is within? So also no one comprehends what is truly God’s except the Spirit of God. 12Now we have received not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit that is from God, so that we may understand the gifts bestowed on us by God. 13And we speak of these things in words not taught by human wisdom but taught by the Spirit, interpreting spiritual things to those who are spiritual.*
 

So often I find myself impressed by people's words - their knowledge, their artful phrasing, their passion. I find myself in awe, and somehow slightly ashamed in myself, of how they know so much stuff or can phrase a sentence so prettily.
 
I believe in the saying you don't remember what a person says, but how they make you feel. However, I think I might sometimes choose to remember certain feelings more than others. Often when I think someone is smarter than me, more accomplished, prettier, or in some way has something that I find lacking, I am left with a feeling of inadequacy and disdain toward them. This leaves me resenting them and becoming defensive.
 
There are so many interactions I have that make me feel joyous and more than. Usually, they have little to do with the level of someone's knowledge or vocabulary. Things like agreeing with someone on the struggles of everyday life, sharing a song that you love, or simply sharing a laugh. I think there is room for me to place more focus on these feelings that bring me closer to others than comparing myself in some sort of smarts contest.


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